If I cloned myself…
I wonder what we would do…
Today was full of its ups and downs regarding my depression. I had a great time with Dave today, we listened to music (I screamed Fat Bottomed Girls from the top of my lungs), and went to Cherry Hill today. Dave gives me hope that one day I can finally say that I have control over my depression….
This is my girl friend she means everything to me.. She’s the air I need to breathe…” tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air”
Every time were together it seems like time time truly flies past us… And it’s even the smallest thing about when were together is what I most about you the way you smile at me… I almost with happiness that someone so pretty could be with such a ugly person like me. When were holding hands you make my heart race in my chest and I get this feeling of nirvana when I finally feel at peace with myself.when we kiss I disappear and it’s the greatest feeling in the world…. When we made love it was unlike anything I’ve ever experienced in my life.. Something so passionate perfect and when we made love…. I felt like I had died and gone to heaven and that my soul was kiss and messaging your soul and that it was perfect as long as we together. I know I can’t anyone even as close to even to how much you mean to me… I’m might as well give up… Your the greatest gf in the world and I’d do anything it takes to win you back and to have you back… And to take care, love, and even spend money on you, and yes to buy bags of MAC. Monica your like no other women I’ve ever met before and I love you with all my heart and soul
Monica dear, I hate it when we fight I hate it when we argue, i want to change your life for the better. I want to make you like a life an adventure. And be everything that it can be. And make you smile from ear to ear and keep you smiling.. And take you away from everything thats bothering you and take you on weekend vacations.. To take you away from troubles at, or from people that give you shit all the time… I’m a one girl for one guy kind of person.. I’m still falling hard for you and I’d do anything for you
